Sunday, August 8, 2010

I'm a bundle of nerves.

Last night was horrible. I tossed and turned all night long, and every time I fell asleep, I'd wake up seemingly minutes later after having (yet another) dream about my appointment tomorrow. After a particularly terrible nightmare, I woke up crying and reached out next to me... to nothing. And then I remembered that my husband is thousands of miles away, across an ocean, in a foreign country.
The worst part? I was just getting accustomed to talking to him every morning and night, and now I haven't heard from him in days. All I really need right now is to hear his voice, for him to tell me everything's going to be okay. I just want to tell him all my hopes and fears about this baby, OUR baby. But I can't.
I've never been so nervous in my entire life. But until tomorrow, I'll just keep hoping and praying that this baby will be fine. That's all I can really do.


  1. I'm so sorry! I hope the appt goes well! I'll be thinking of you..

  2. Hang in there, Jess. You're in my thoughts and prayers as well...

  3. I hope your appointment goes really well tomorrow! I know the nightmares are crazy during pregnancy I just hope that you get to experience some of the really good vivid dreams as well. It makes the bad ones seem a little more bearable.


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